Jesse reflects on hearing the news about the upcoming show on June 18 at the Shubert Theater in New Haven, CT
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It’s hard to put down in words how it felt when we heard we’d be opening a show for Willie Nelson in a couple of weeks. Shock and disbelief, humility bordering on self-loathing, spasms of uncontrollable cartwheels. Mostly, though, it just felt right. Like home. Willie’s been a presence throughout the whole of all our lives—deeply, personally, musically, mythically. He seems to be everything that’s right about music, and living, and somehow making a living making music. He’s rooted, but he’s not afraid to fly the coop. He’s beloved, but he’ll tell you that you’re full of shit. Because he loves you, too. He takes care of his own—which is everyone.
Willie has cropped up time and again in my life, always in the most winking ways. When Grandma Bonnie passed away this spring, I was tasked with sorting out her music collection. Not a very big one, just her absolute favorites from nearly 90 years on Planet Earth: Glenn Miller and Hoagy Carmichael on vinyl; Garrison Keillor and Mark Twain audiobooks; her own bootleg cassette tapes of her favorite church services (one on tolerance and sexuality and unconditional love for humans of every persuasion… dated 1975, Fort Wayne, Indiana)… and of course that most magical combination of all the above, Willie’s “Stardust.” Grandma always got deep cosmic twinkles in her eyes listening to that one. I mean, who could keep themselves OUT of love with a man of such fine upstanding sensitive rapscallion American swagger as Willie Nelson? Not I, thank you very much, FortWayneIndiana1975.
But Willie gives more than just the swoons—he gives the shivers, too. Gave Patsy one of the greatest gifts in music history. Gave aid to the world’s farmers. Gave the IRS a worthy adversary (I experienced this strange exchange myself this spring—nothing like an audit for taking stock of what matters and what doesn’t!). Gave it his musical all with everyone from Wynton to Leon to Snoop. Gives us all biofuel for thought with just about anything he writes or says or works on. He gave me and my own longstanding partners in crime, Tom and Robby and Justin and Duane, one of the greatest communal entryways into lasting musical friendship, the mighty Teatro, he and Lanois just existing together in a moment. That kind of camaraderie, those relationships and roads we travel together and diverge and rejoin—it brings me back again for the thousandth time to “Me & Paul,” a song so damn perfect I really did believe it was Prine’s. Wrong. Willie heard it before anyone.
At some point, I started hearing things, too, branching off from some of these same ancient pathways. Take, for one example, the music of Phosphorescent. Hit me just perfect between the ribs, knew from the start that I would always love it. But I didn’t know WHY I loved it until Matthew Houck put out an album called—you guessed it—”To Willie.” Ah, yeah, damn, of course!—I thought—makes complete sense! He’s got that same Red Headed blood in him. I’m gonna have to give that guy a song of ours to wrangle someday, I decided. And I did. And it was good. And I’d experienced another Willie-wakening. Stepping back, I saw a tapestry woven through people and time by a hero for the ages and the ageless.
It’s not that all roads lead to Willie. I dont think he’d put up with that kind of nonsense. It’s that most roads lead to love and life and laughter and beauty and creation, and Willie is just one of those tricksters wise and worn enough to point the way, whatever the surrounding bullshit and muck and mire and war and pettiness and human frailty, onward to that distant glowing horizon. He keeps it light, keeps it heavy, keeps his head up and his heart clear, hazy as the eyes must occasionally get for that. He keeps the glasses full for his men AND his horses, his partners, his friends, his family… but I’m rambling now. A smarter man than I would’ve left the rambling to his legs and just summed it up all sharp and Tao-like in a few
immaculate sentences…
“Whether we’ve been eye to eye, or you’ve just heard me singing my songs, I’d like to think that we’re old friends, new friends, or just friends in the making. The Texas golf master Harvey Penick said ‘If you play golf, you are my friend.’ So what I say is, ‘If you make music, you are my friend.’ ” —Willie Hugh Nelson, 2006